It's New Year's Eve. i don't feel like going anywhere. I feel so alone. I feel so lost. I feel so helpless. 2008 was a year of many trials and tribulations.
How fast time flies, in a few hours..2008 will be over. I dont know who the hell will I be spending it with. recently I met someone. I'm starting to fall again. the fast beating of the heart. the butterflies in the stomach. but all this just feels so right but wrong at the same time. I feel so confused. sighs. is this right? or is this just something that will fade after some time :(
I guess nothing has changed much. I'm still waiting. for the interview. and I'm nervous. Right now all I'm feeling is insignificant. and unappreciated. and not needed at all.
I just cant wait to say goodbye to 2008. Eight does not seem to be the number for beginnings. or prosperity -_____-" It seems more to be the number for bad luck. sighs.
byebye now.
How fast time flies, in a few hours..2008 will be over. I dont know who the hell will I be spending it with. recently I met someone. I'm starting to fall again. the fast beating of the heart. the butterflies in the stomach. but all this just feels so right but wrong at the same time. I feel so confused. sighs. is this right? or is this just something that will fade after some time :(
I guess nothing has changed much. I'm still waiting. for the interview. and I'm nervous. Right now all I'm feeling is insignificant. and unappreciated. and not needed at all.
I just cant wait to say goodbye to 2008. Eight does not seem to be the number for beginnings. or prosperity -_____-" It seems more to be the number for bad luck. sighs.
byebye now.
Labels: 2008, new beginings
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
10:16 PM
10:16 PM
hope 2009 will be a better year for you girlie!
we can hang out when i'm back!
grab jin thai and make him take pics of us! haha