I'm much happier today. Like my previous post said, bestfriend Denise was able to loan me the money to pay my agent fee first and then I pay her back later. Thank God for her! :))

Well it was actually like this. I got my scholarship (Diploma course in Nursing, Nanyang Polytechnic Singapore) through an advertisement in the newspaper. So after I got the scholarship, I was told that I would have to pay an agent fee of RM 2400. I was shocked. I knew we had to pay something but RM 2400 is a rip off..some more scholarship wor -_-"

My parents could afford to pay but not straight away. If it were in installments, it would still be alright but the agent wouldn't let us and even gave us a deadline of 8th April. that's why I was so freaking stressed over the whole situation and with mum still in KL, I didnt know how to handle all this on my own.

..now thinking again, I guess maybe it was a way of God making me a stronger person? a person who would learn to trust Him more. I'm so bad in looking at the bigger picture -_-"

Anyway on a even better not, this afternoon after baby's nap..I thought to myself, to take pictures with baby again since it has been such a long time since we took pictures together :)) so here we are..as cute as ever! haha *so perasan me*

smile smile smile ^__^v

aaaaahhhhhhhhh :)))





Looking at my passport - to her, its "read book".


I'm gonna miss her so much when I leave :'(
I dunno how I'm gonna handle it!
ARGH. Life is so unfair! *sad*

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
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