These thoughts are killing me! I'm just gonna type out every single thought that's on my mind onto this short random post. I hate the way you have affected me so greatly. I hate it that I feel for you till my lungs feel like they're pumping and working so hard. I hate it that I think of you every single minute of every day. I can't help it. And though I try and try to keep you out of my mind, block you out of my thoughts and my heart, I can't help it when images of you come rushing back. The nights we spent, the times we had and the things we shared. Everything was and is still beautiful. Everything. On the outside I am still in total control of myself but in my mind and heart there's a struggle, a war that rages on and on without cease. Baby, I cannot help but love you with everything I have. I don't know when was the last time I had this feeling, all I know it was a freaking long time ago. I thought I would never feel this way again but now, its back again. Even as I type this out, my heart beats and pounds so rapidly like the waters rushing down niagara falls. Damnit baby, I cannot feel this way for you. Especially with you! :(

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
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