I wish I could escape to a secluded island
soak under the sun.
enjoy the sound of waves.
appreciate the given nature.
right now I just feel disabled. like I just lost one of my legs, or my arms. I am still able to move, to talk, to see, to taste, and to feel. but I am disabled. and there is nothing I can do except to make the best of myself. I can join the paralympics, but I will be competing among the weaker links. I can still go to work, but I am judged by many. I still can go outside to shop, but there is something stopping me there.
there is something I feel that I can do;
something I SHOULD DO. but what is it?
this feeling comes and goes, it stabs me without warning to leave me bleed for a good 5 hours. I really don't know what to feel, or what i should feel, or what can I do... besides making the most of what I have.
i. doesn't. know.
I would give up escaping to that secluded island.
I would give up this that I have. and after sometime
I would give up, if it is gonna make you okay
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.stop. think. use protection.
I am happy that I have such an adorable lovely little girl,
and I am happy I have a family that loves me.
you will only know how your mother feels
when you become a mother yourself.
I now know how my mum feels, like seriously.
p/s: my bestfriend will be flying off by the end of next week. in a way, i so wish i were in her shoes, living the life of an air stewardess.but then again, this is her calling, so babe, i wish you all the best in all your forthcomings.i hope you know that you will always be missed by me and that i will always love you. bestfriends forever babe!! we'll meet one day soon, in singapore XD mwahs.
Labels: babies, family, holidays
12:50 AM
when is the BIG DAY,babe??? hhehehee...you having it here? or there??
am just gonna ask,nways. am known for being very straight forward..so, here it goes;
you gonna change your religion??
sorry. no offense. just a question,babe. you should know me that well.