Sometimes I have to wonder, do you actually want to be with me? do you actually love me for real?! I know you tell me that you wouldn't be spending time with me if you were not interested in me at all. but I can't help but doubt the words that you speak.
I accidentally read one of your messages today when playing around with your phone. and it didn't look too nice on my side, I felt really hurt. What's the point of being with me when you're wayy sweeter to other girls in your words, treat them with more respect and pour tender loving care over them?! whats the point of having me around anymore??
When I text to ask you to take care and ride safe on the road, all you say is "thank you". but when some "friend" texts you, you reply "with you as my pillion, I feel safe and comfortable" wtf is that all about?! fuck. what if I were to do the same thing to you huh? are you damn sure you wouldn't mind at all?!!!!
If you start giving every single girl you meet some cute nick name, as the way you do with me..then whats so different about me? am I not like every other girl? sometimes actions speak louder than words. and your actions do not tell me you care for me at all. You confuse me. and you leave me in such a dilemma. Why did I get into this shit at all. You don't even care.
as of this moment, I think all guys are just bastards wanting to save their own asses of their wrong doings! or doing things randomly without caring of how the other party may feel. ah, just fuck it.
Labels: rantings
"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
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