Apparently as some of you may know, I have finally found a job and have already been working for the past week or so. I was pretty much excited about starting work and all but now that I have already gotten the job, I'm thinking again. I don't know, it's currently all mixed emotions. Like ROJAK, know what's ROJAK? Ok, I show you..wait.
I mean you guys may think that I'm really unappreciative of what I have but..its not that, I do thank God for the job, for such a good Retail Manager and Operations Executive but I'm practically doing nothing much but just standing at the counter. for the whole day. I want it busy, I want it to be BUSY. Cos if its not I just feel that you know, I'd rather be at home just spending time with my daughter. my Baby Love. I miss her so much every single time I'm at work. Always thinking of her..I'm serious I tell you.
Another thing is that I am also missing Singapore very much. Everytime I think of Singapore, I feel like crying and the "rasa rindu" datang balik. I just can't help it. You know though I worked really hard and at odd hours of the day but I loved my job. I love meeting the people there and the customers I had were always really nice to me :) I miss all of you back there..sighs.
I don't know. Will update again when I finally figure out what I'm feeling and where my emotions are at but for the time being, we shall just wait and see how things go, and how things proceed. For the better or for the worse. We'll see iyeah. Hrmm...
I mean you guys may think that I'm really unappreciative of what I have but..its not that, I do thank God for the job, for such a good Retail Manager and Operations Executive but I'm practically doing nothing much but just standing at the counter. for the whole day. I want it busy, I want it to be BUSY. Cos if its not I just feel that you know, I'd rather be at home just spending time with my daughter. my Baby Love. I miss her so much every single time I'm at work. Always thinking of her..I'm serious I tell you.
Another thing is that I am also missing Singapore very much. Everytime I think of Singapore, I feel like crying and the "rasa rindu" datang balik. I just can't help it. You know though I worked really hard and at odd hours of the day but I loved my job. I love meeting the people there and the customers I had were always really nice to me :) I miss all of you back there..sighs.
I don't know. Will update again when I finally figure out what I'm feeling and where my emotions are at but for the time being, we shall just wait and see how things go, and how things proceed. For the better or for the worse. We'll see iyeah. Hrmm...
Anyways Baby Love is about 5 months already..She eats porridge on a regular basis now, tends to grab everything that catches her eyes and sits on a baby chair as you all know :) She LOVES books and us (my family) reading stories to her - she'll start talking too ^__^v - She's still as sweet as ever, really intelligent and such a blessing in our lives. MWAHS!! ♥
p/s: she has been keeping me awake for the past three nights >.<" I guess its because I'm not around with her as often so the only time she gets me is at night. She keeps wanting to "cubit" my cheeks..now got small scar already =.=" hahaha..oh well. Feeling the love.
p/s: she has been keeping me awake for the past three nights >.<" I guess its because I'm not around with her as often so the only time she gets me is at night. She keeps wanting to "cubit" my cheeks..now got small scar already =.=" hahaha..oh well. Feeling the love.
Till tomorrow comes. Till then.
Labels: life, love, misses, work related, workplace
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