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Friday, November 6, 2009
+ + Like finally.
I'm done. Like finally. Editting 6000 words
of HS 1092 drug list almost killed me -___-"
I wanted to blog but too tired now.

Gonna go sleep for today..will update soon! I promise.
things have been just so busy. like seriously =.="

Bio theory test is coming up in Week 5,
and its already Week 4 -____-"
I have yet to touch the book! argh.
Next week no more slack, must chiong!


p/s: can't wait to see my two sillies this weekend.
pp/s: weather has been awesome lately. I like. haha.
Goodnights people! xoxo

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
1:02 AM

posted by feanorayomi @ 1:02 AM   0 chocolates

Wednesday, March 18, 2009
+ + Earth Hour 2009



With the goal of 1 billion people switching off their lights as part of a global vote, Vote Earth is a global call to action for every individual, every business and every community. Like the video says, its not about which country you're from..its a call to stand up and take control over the future of our planet.

Already 1,672 cities, towns and municipalities in 80 countries have already committed to VOTE EARTH for Earth Hour 2009, as part of the worlds first global election between Earth and global warming
(taken from www.earthhour.org)

I'll be switching off my lights for ONE HOUR,
on the 28th of March 2009, and you should too.
Just one hour. take that time, think of our Earth.



Just For One Hour.
visit the official website
www.earthhour.org

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
2:56 PM

posted by feanorayomi @ 2:56 PM   1 chocolates

Thursday, January 15, 2009
+ + God Is Good.
The weather has been really WET these days, raining every freaking day. Today was the first day in quite some time that it stopped for a time being. Like the eye of a hurricane..finally got some clothes to hang and dry in time. If not all soggy and smelly and then have to wash again -_____-" no point. wasting detergent. cheh.

p.s: I miss you Mr. Someone.

Anyways just to make it official, since my bestfriend already knows about it. so no big surprise. Yes, I got accepted for the Asean Nursing Scholarship. out of a few hundred applicants, I was chosen for the top 20 spots for the interview and out of the 20, I was amongst the chosen 10 for the scholarship. and I'll be leaving in March. I'm not sure when, but I sure can't wait.

All I have to do now is just wait it out. Cos some of the younger ones (only 17) have just finished their SPM and are waiting for their results. so I have to wait along too. Haha. and then we'll all be flying together as a group to Singapore in March.

...............................................

Well, what I found out about the Asean Nursing Scholarship during the briefing was that, it has been around for 10years. Yes, the Singaporean government - God bless their hearts - have been giving this scholarship for about 10years already..but this is their first time offering it in Sarawak. They have been going to Myanmar and China for the past 9years and his year, before they decided to try Kuching, Sarawak out.

How blessed am I. It's as though God planned everything for me.
God is good. I mean, how blind was I all this time. He was planning every step. I just couldn't see it. I was blinded by all the negativity. It's so hard you know, to keep positive. Keep praying for me. please :'(

I mean, I could have gotten a job in Singapore and missed this chance of furthering and continuing my studies again. and be working a sucky job for the rest of my life! but I got this. I got blessed with this. by His grace :) I'm blessed.


big Mac fans! :)

Well, the little one has finally got her hands working XD she started doing the "twinkle twinkle little star" finger movements today. So cute! :) She's growing so fast, coming 8months on the 20th of this month. I can't believe my eyes actually. Gosh, and I still can't believe the fact that I'm a mum. already. at the age of 21years.

Never had imagine my life to be this way. Through the trials and tribulations. I guess life turned out better than I expected it to be. People, I know I'm in no position to say this since I have also been ranting and rambling and complaining about how bad life is,

but NEVER FORGET THAT THERE IS A GOD
WHO LOVES YOU.
and WHO SEES YOU THROUGH IT ALL.
whether you know it or not.

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
2:01 AM

posted by feanorayomi @ 2:01 AM   1 chocolates

Saturday, January 10, 2009
+ + love of my life.


My little one is growing. Coming the 20th, she'll be 8 months.
I still can't believe it, to see how fast time has flown.
She can crawl, and eat, and "stand" wobbily.
She can say "Mama", and "Baba".
and she can even sing. yeah seriously ^___^V
she sings to herself when she's bored. she sings to me.
and sings along with me. she even tried to put me to sleep :)

I love you darling. I never regret ever having you.
I thank God I have you. You're the only one that's keeping me going.
at the end of the day, when there's no one around.
when no one sees me. when all the world is asleep. when all is quiet.
There's just you & me. I love you.

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
12:00 AM

posted by feanorayomi @ 12:00 AM   0 chocolates

Tuesday, November 25, 2008
+ + i love my mummy
*emotional and random post ahead*




*taken in Sabah, 7 months pregnant*

I LOVE YOU. Just felt like telling you that.
and that I appreciate you so much.
Thank you for loving me unconditionally.
I'm sorry if many times I hurt you without knowing it,
or making you feel that you're not appreciated. I love you, I do.
It's just that sometimes, things don't come out the way they're
supposed to. I hope I get to have you as long as we both are in this world.
I don't know what I'll do without you. You make my world go round,
having you by my side gives me assurance, confidence and lotsa LOVE.
i love you mummy!!



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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
2:41 AM

posted by feanorayomi @ 2:41 AM   1 chocolates

Saturday, November 22, 2008
Toffee Nut Frappucino.
I am so not anti-social
but I am currently hanging out at Starbucks
all on my own. Thought I'd just chill for a bit
before heading on home and continue carrying out
my motherly duties to the little one :)
hey, sometimes a mother's gotta have a break ok!



am trying their Toffee Nut Frappucino.
not bad actually :) also helped myself to a
Chocolate Donut ^^V just a small amount of pampering
won't hurt..right? haha. But I'm enjoying myself.
It's been a while since I've got time to just chill.
without stress in sight!



since Mum in in KL at this moment for her business meeting
9on behalf of me as well) I'm kinda in awe with myself.
I mean, am not boasting or whatever
but I'm proud of myself that I can handle things at home
with the little one without my mum's help!
It's not that my mum has been doing everything (I do things myself ok!)
but usually I need some help..so yeah you get what I mean -_____-"

oh, btw..I just realised that the little one is so fun to camwhore with.
she makes the most adorable faces, like EVER! ^^V
hahaha. will update again when I get home.
.mwahs.

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
6:56 PM

posted by feanorayomi @ 6:56 PM   0 chocolates

Wednesday, November 19, 2008
+ + not my day.

I feel totally dead.
without reason to live.
without purpose in life.



*taken in Sabah - 7 and a half months pregnant*

I feel as though my life, which was meant for something greater than this is never gonna get to where it's supposed to be. I'm suppose to be in my prime years, studying, excelling and fulfilling my dreams but am now feeling at my lowest - starts to get all emo - bah.

Things at work have been great until now. "someone" from somewhere came back after she finished helping out the new Padini Concept Store which opened recently @ One Borneo in Sabah. Anyway, she hates the person who introduced me to my current jo, and now it seems like she's taking it out on me. How do I deal with it?! ish.
.anyway.
I have a surprise. for you. for me. for everyone who's reading this. Khalid sorta, kinda proposed. yeah, you heard me..he proposed. It's finally official. He wants to marry me. I'm not saying that he didnt want to marry me before, but I mean..he wanted to wait and all. so now when he suddenly says he wants to marry me, I'm in total shock!

I'm not too sure if he has talked to my parents yet but I hope he does things the traditional way, like ask my parents for my hand in marriage before actually popping out the ring. Though it may seem old school, old school is sometimes really romantic.

But as for right now, I'm feeling confused. I have been waiting for this day for as long as I can remember. now that THAT DAY has come, I'm panicking! How will it be when I finally marry him? How will I face his parents? How about our religions? Will I have to convert? (I DON'T WANT TO CONVERT - no matter how much I love you Khalid, I will never convert into Islam *no offence* cos I LOVE MY JESUS!)

Will our marriage be able to last? Will we be able to solve our problems without ever the thought of divorce? I don't want a failed marriage. and I don't want to marry just because of the little one. yet no matter how much he convinces me. I'm never satisfied ebough to be convinced!



but whatever happens. I will always love you.
that is why my heart is now so torn in two.
just so torn between what my heart and what my head says.
besides love and religion, everything is just close to perfection.

I'm so young yet I have chosen the road to mature faster than ever. It's like you know those games where you step on an accelerator and you just ZOOM! past the finishing line? like the ones in Pet Society's hurdle races? -____________-" I know I'm lame, but yeah it's like one of those. If you get what I mean. huhu :'( I need comfort. I need a hug. I need someone to just tell me that everything is gonna turn out fine. I need someone from the future to tell me that I'll make the right decision, and everything will be okay! *sighs*



I need a break. right. now.
I'm going to sleep now. so tired.

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
1:24 PM

posted by feanorayomi @ 1:24 PM   3 chocolates

Saturday, November 15, 2008
+ + Padini Sales.

I'll be the insider and tell you this.
but dont tell where you got this information from ok?
Padini. sales. is. coming. very. soon!
I'm not sure if I can be sued for this but there was nothing like this stated
where I cannot share what I know with pals, online. or blog about my escapades at work.

but, of cos I shall not go into the detail but people get your wallets ready people!!
FOR THE SALES ARE HERE! soon. hallelujah.

PRE-SALES period : 22.11.2008 - 28.11.2008
only for Padini Members Only
50% off selected item

SALES period : 29.11.2008 onwards
for ALL OF YOU WHO LOVE SHOPPING!
from 10% up to 70% discounts on all items...

so people, I hope to see you there during the sales,
I'll be behind the cashier counter with the rest of the OA's :)
I help you and you help me gain too by increasing my commision rate,
can or not? so I see you all at the sales yeah..buy many many much much k?
and also its not everyday that you get to hear when the sales is coming up.
right? i think so lah. hahahaha..oh well, who cares.

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//edited//. someone reminded me of how I truly am. I'm not the kind to be unkind or resentful at all. I mean it hurts to know that although you have not done anything wrongn to a person yet that person has gone all the way to insult you and make atrocious claims of what they think they know and still say its I who assume. and it isnt wrong to bitch but you are right..I shall just let her be. it's her who's unassure and insecure. and as for now nothing that she does affects me at all. "take it easy..dont get too angry of what others bitch about you as long as you know how well you are better off than them :)" I'm sorry. mission failed. I am better off than her though things with me may look bleak but I know I have a future. it's just waiting for the right season to bloom. thanks Lisa :) thank you.
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well, gotta go sleep now..have been sleeping so late again
recently..am gonna die lah, bad habit coming back! again! dang.
much love

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
2:16 AM

posted by feanorayomi @ 2:16 AM   3 chocolates

Tuesday, November 11, 2008
+ + cheap fares? not.
This is so super happening saddening!
Tiger Airways is having bloody super damn cheap fares!
I mean it, from Kuching-Singapore-Kuching
only MYR69 for one way, and MYR138 for to and fro.
VERY SUPER GAWD DAMN CHEAP rite?!?!?!?!
but the thing that sucks is that,
because I am not a confirmed staff of Padini Concept Store, yet...
I cannot take unpaid leave so therefore I cannot go.
Why like that wei?! *heaves a huge sigh*
-______________________-"

So I thought to myself, since I cannot make it for just simply any flight,
I'll just take the flights that are according to my shift.
Well the plan I thought of was like this;

Wednesday: morning shift (leaves for airport right after work)
Thursday: off day!! *woot woot* (spend the whole day with Khalid)
Friday: afternoon shift (leave for Kuching and return to work in the afternoon)
but but but

cheap flights from Tiger Airways do not have early morning flights nor early afternoon flights -______-" super super sad. departure nor arrival. so now how then?! now cannot go anymore liao lor!! huhu. I'm still figuring out a way to go off for just 3days at least.

well all of you must be wondering why in the world am I so excited over some cheapo fare tickets to Singapore (eh, MYR139 for two ways is damn cheap lor) actually, the real reason is that since number one, the fares are so super cheap and number two, was thinking of bringing the little one to see her daddy :) yeah thats why the sudden rush, the sudden excitement, and all the suddenly's. hohohohoho...

*sighs* now what in the world am I suppose to do ah? how then sia?! wtfreak. I want to go so badly. I want to meet Khalid so badly! I want the little one to meet her daddy so badly! I want I want I want - macam lah throwing temper will help anything?! *annoyed with self*

Till you hear from me, will tell you tomorrow..am gonna sleep now. Just did a full shift today, from 9:30AM to 10PM. Tomorrow am doing the morning shift..I'm so exhausted. thank God will be having my off day after that..wow whee~

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p/s: The Little One can sit now..will upload a picture of her sitting down & playing soon ^__^v she tends to put about everything and anything she can find in her path, into her mouth these days (especially paper)...so curious about everything!!

she has learnt to say "BABA" and "MAMA" continuously now without teaching. she can recognise faces too, and has learnt to manje with me so much more when I'm home from work (feels so good to be loved, unconditionally) - she stretches out her hand to hold me or ask me to carry her :) mummy loves you too sweetheart.

she loves to look at herself in the mirror and then bursts out chuckling and laughing and giggling. awesomely cute. sometimes I think she thinks that there's another baby on the other side of the mirror! haha XD

she eats more solids now - bubur hancur with fish, chicken, broccolli, carrots and BOVRIL! :) - and everytime she sees us eat, she'll stretch out her hand to ask. super adorable lah.

she's growing every single day, pretty soon she'll be crawling, then walking, then talking, then asking and demanding - I hope so not! - going to school, dating boys, going to college/ university, getting the education she deserves, getting a good job and before I know it..she'll be marrying someone. O M G ! ! ! I can't believe I'll be going through all these with her. I STILL CANT BELIEVE I'M A MUM!! It still seems so surreal many times. my head is spinning now. okay enough of the future. now let it be just me and her, stop time and stay like this forever!


FOR NOW, IT'S JUST ME AND YOU BABY GIRL.
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, SOUL and LIFE.
*HUGS & KISSES*

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
11:48 PM

posted by feanorayomi @ 11:48 PM   2 chocolates

Friday, November 7, 2008
+ + what's with you?
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Talk about the lamest thing ever! I still feel really annoyed because of my EX's current gf. I mean what have I done to deserve being called "IT"?! she went calling me "IT" again saying that she's dreading the weekend, one of the reasons was that because I am now working at one of her favourite stores! HELLO? If you tak suke, you pergi KL and shop lah!! lame.

Anyway on a better note, things are going great at work, have been hanging out mostly with my Operation Executives..but relationship with my colleagues are great as well :) other than that, I have been reserving alot of stuff..to get by end of this month. Some more got specific discount for staff which customers cannot get. haha. I'm not telling you..huahuahua XD but the thing is that I haven't earn yet, already reserving! haha. Oh well..

Well, just to let those of you who are reading my blog know..I've started work at Padini One Concept Store as an Operations Assistant for about a week now. and although I don't really plan to stay long..lets say maximum ONE YEAR. I'm here to gain experience as well as get a good referral for my resume :) I mean I gotta think of what's ahead right? I definitely don't plan to stay for too long, I still want to study and all. Just wish me luck alright :)

Anyways, I had my off day yesterday so we (me, my sister, Lydia, Irena) went to to Food and Tea for dinner then hung out at Padini for a while. We then headed down to Bing! for a drink, we were joined by Duay and Lydia's cousin, Destin..actually we were suppose to go out for a movie and to be specific, out to watch 007, Quantum of Solace but "somebody" (which was Lydia's cousin, Destin) only took his shower at 10:30PM so memanglah tak sempat right -_____-" so we skipped the movie part. Maybe next time, the movie theater is most probably pack anyways since yesterday was the screening. Well, so far this week has turned out great :)
I'm definitely all smiles..heehee.
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p/s: am still missing Khalid.
I just really wish I'm back in Singapore right now! sighs.

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
1:00 AM

posted by feanorayomi @ 1:00 AM   0 chocolates

Monday, November 3, 2008
+ + SO YOU THINK.
Life has been great for me the past few months, and has not been better. I mean life does have its own ups and downs, that you can never avoid. if you say your life is perfect, you gotta be in heaven - DEAD! so puh-lese! stop trying to put on a show.

For you who don't know anything on what's happening with me and yet try your best to assume on what's been happening, please stop dreaming that my life is at its worst! I have never been happier, I mean that - seriously. I have a man that loves me and a baby that is as adorable as EVER.

How people can be so spiteful, just because they are insecure and unassure of themselves. I stumbled upon "somebody's" blog today. I got the biggest shock of my life when this person whom I have never offended before, thought that I was spreading rumours about my ex. to my colleugues. Erm, HELLO! reality check! Why would I want to talk about him?!

Well she referred to me as "IT" so she went ranting on about how she was shocked to have met me so unexpectedly, and how I told my coluegues about my ex and that my colleugues were assuming that my ex's life was worse than before being with her compared to how when he was with me..yada yada yada.

But how could she have known on what I was telling my colleugues when she was so near far away from where I was at. For those of you who have been in the Padini Concept Store @ The Spring you will know how far we were from each other! I was at the cashier counter while she was either at Padini Authentics browsing around for slippers, or at SEED looking for clothes, if I'm not mistaken. I mean, unless you have super hearing senses or you are able to listen to voices from so far away could you have known about what I was talking about.

So my dear, for your information, all I told them (my colleugues) was that the guy, who was in green, was my ex, and that YOU, were his current gf, and then we went on talking about how I met Khalid in Singapore and how I left "my EX" for Khalid. I also told them that "my EX" is better off with you and I am better off with Khalid as we are much happier this way, there wouldn't have been a reason to stay together if we were fighting almost everyday.

I am happy and like I said, though life isn't smooth sailing,
I'm happy and contented. with where I am now..

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

- Jason Mraz ft Colbie Caillat



So puh-lese, your assumptions are totally wrong.

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
4:22 PM

posted by feanorayomi @ 4:22 PM   4 chocolates

Saturday, November 1, 2008
+ + what a surprise.
Guess what. I saw my EX today, at work.
after such a long time! I was like O M G ! ! !

In a way I was kinda shock to see him, but seeing him gave me such a relief, its as though a huge burden was taken off my shoulders. I mean, don't get me wrong..we did break up on good terms but the both of us still had this attachment towards each other after that. and that attachment did not break off as well as it should have gone.

Anyways it was good to see him again, happier and better off when he was with me. I guess if I had never gone to Singapore, we would have still been together and that would not have done us any good at all...now looking back at the relationship we were in. We did love each other but the relationship we were in did not bring us anything that was positive.




*taken at the Sabah Medical Centre (one of the private hospitals) @ KK, Sabah*

People move on you know, I'm definitely happy with Khalid. and I have never been happier in my life, with a man whom I know loves me to bits and is willing to sacrifice anything and everything he has in his control for me :) and as for my EX, I'm sure he's happy with his current gf and I wish him all the best and all the happiness there is in the world.

Saving The Best for Last
i love you khalid!!!



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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
12:48 AM

posted by feanorayomi @ 12:48 AM   0 chocolates

Thursday, October 30, 2008
+ + busy? not.
Apparently as some of you may know, I have finally found a job and have already been working for the past week or so. I was pretty much excited about starting work and all but now that I have already gotten the job, I'm thinking again. I don't know, it's currently all mixed emotions. Like ROJAK, know what's ROJAK? Ok, I show you..wait.

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I mean you guys may think that I'm really unappreciative of what I have but..its not that, I do thank God for the job, for such a good Retail Manager and Operations Executive but I'm practically doing nothing much but just standing at the counter. for the whole day. I want it busy, I want it to be BUSY. Cos if its not I just feel that you know, I'd rather be at home just spending time with my daughter. my Baby Love. I miss her so much every single time I'm at work. Always thinking of her..I'm serious I tell you.

Another thing is that I am also missing Singapore very much. Everytime I think of Singapore, I feel like crying and the "rasa rindu" datang balik. I just can't help it. You know though I worked really hard and at odd hours of the day but I loved my job. I love meeting the people there and the customers I had were always really nice to me :) I miss all of you back there..sighs.

I don't know. Will update again when I finally figure out what I'm feeling and where my emotions are at but for the time being, we shall just wait and see how things go, and how things proceed. For the better or for the worse. We'll see iyeah. Hrmm...



Anyways Baby Love is about 5 months already..She eats porridge on a regular basis now, tends to grab everything that catches her eyes and sits on a baby chair as you all know :) She LOVES books and us (my family) reading stories to her - she'll start talking too ^__^v - She's still as sweet as ever, really intelligent and such a blessing in our lives. MWAHS!!

p/s: she has been keeping me awake for the past three nights >.<" I guess its because I'm not around with her as often so the only time she gets me is at night. She keeps wanting to "cubit" my cheeks..now got small scar already =.=" hahaha..oh well. Feeling the love.

Till tomorrow comes. Till then.

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
12:28 AM

posted by feanorayomi @ 12:28 AM   0 chocolates

Sunday, October 26, 2008
+ + the "Love-You-This-Much" award
My lappy is super laggy at the moment. I have no idea why but it kinda sucks. Wouldn't you all agree that a laggy lappy is sucky? Hahahaha..it rhymes! wtfreak. Oh well, ANYWAYS.



I got a shock finding out that someone has actually given me an award for my blog :) It's my first time so don't mind me -_____-" I know I'm lame. It's the "I-love-you-this-much" award. Awww...shweet rite, I love you too :) but anyways I would like to thank the very sweet pinky blogger,
YEN :)

Well I knew Yen through Plurk! I guess Plurk unites eh? Those of you who dont have it, go get it and join the addiction! hahaha -____-" anyway, Thank you thank you very much! for giving me this award. I'm so flattered and honoured. I lovey dovey you too...hee.

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Alright, now this award is meant only for blogger whom you love for a reason. But what if I love every single blogger leh? How how how...what to do ah? Nevermind..cos the rules are to only give them to 7 people. So read carefully iyeah? :)
  • Post the rules on your blog (which is what you are now reading).
  • Tag 7 people at the end of your post.
  • Let each person know they have been awarded and "LOVED".
So I shall now spread the LURVVVEEE, what I meant was love.

Tags 1: Sharon Chong
for being the very sweet blogger she is, and my childhood friend. I find her posts interesting and really...how you say, PINK. huehuehue ^_______^v

Tags 2: Anna
for her yummy posts on the various locations on where to find yummy food. and also to congratulate her on becoming one of foodbuzz's representitive blogger :)

Tags 3: AhMike
for his very good posting and his informative nature. telling and sharing every single knowledge that he has in his hands to all bloggers out there who need help.

Tags 4: Marcus Tan
for his sense of humour. I find his postings funny and hilarious. sometimes find myself laughing my ass off by my self in front of the lappy..looking crazy -_____-"

Tags 5: CrazyWrazy
for the list of links that he has. Z O M G! I tell you, no one has those kind of links. he has everybody from A - Z..incredible! You should go see. GO see...HURRY!

Tags 6: Wilson
for being the moley one! hahaha..nah, actually for being an amazing dancer and improving "artiste" hahahaa some sort lah..and for eing a good friend :)

Tags 7: YienYien
for being such a great updater on whats happening in Kuching and all the hidden food/ restaurants that we have here locally! :)

So there, I have tagged and spread the love. Now shall you do the same my darling loved ones? Cos it would be great :) heehee...cheers!

here's to a better world with more love :)

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
12:33 AM

posted by feanorayomi @ 12:33 AM   2 chocolates

Saturday, October 25, 2008
+ + Petronas Deepavali Commercial 2008
I goggled this right after seeing my mum shed tears, I asked her why she's crying ( I knew it was a commercial but didn't know which one) and she told me it was a Petronas Commercial for Deepavali 2008.

so now I finally got a chance to see it. and boy oh boy did tears start rolling down my cheeks. I cried -_____-" but seriously its touching. You'll get what I mean after watching it.

In a way I'm proud of the Malaysian young people who have been coming up with such many wonderful funny, touching commercials every time an occasion like Chinese New Year, Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Deepavali and so forth comes up. Cheers! to you guys out there. Great work..

So to those of you who have not seen it on Malaysian tv,
HERE YOU GO!



did you have
tears in your eyes?

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
6:58 PM

posted by feanorayomi @ 6:58 PM   0 chocolates

Friday, October 24, 2008
+ + ho ho ho ho ho ho.
I SHALL BE STARTING WORK ON MONDAY.
yes YOU HEARD ME :) so happy!!!! *woot woot*

I HAVE FINALLY GOT A JOB.
thus I shall be jobless no more! hohohohoho.
ENUFF SAID.

Anyway been kinda busy these days, becoming the driver of the family. Have been driving my dad around, to his appointments, and all as he has not been that fit to drive. Have also been sending/picking my brother and sister to and fro from school each day. I never knew driving could be so tiring! and exhausting! I used to enjoy driving -_____-" haih. I'm gonna be even busier when I start work. Juggling work and family and baby.

Gotta wake up early, get baby bathe before I go off to work and then after work, will be busy with her again, laundry...yada yada yada. Oh well, I guess that's the life of a working mother. But don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. I just hope I have enough energy and strength to carry out my duties as a daughter to my parents and a mother to my baby girl.


*taken when she was about coming two months old - had my black hair back then*

To better days to come.
To better days to come.

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
11:15 PM

posted by feanorayomi @ 11:15 PM   0 chocolates

+ + update on life.
I've been perfectly fine ( with its ups and downs ) these past few weeks. Nothing much has been going on with me. No big occasions, no big outings, no big whatsoever but yet I'm content with everything around me. I guess I have slowly come to terms with myself and my surroundings. I have slowly begun to forgive myself for all the mistakes I made and learn how to be happy.

Anyways went for a job interview on Monday as a Operations Assistant at .................. NOPE! am not telling you where. I shall tell but only IF and WHEN I get the job. And from the way I see it, I really do hope I get it. So when I get it, I can finally get the phone I want, get the camera I want, get new clothes that I want and get aaalllllllllllllllll the things I want...NYAHAHAHAHAHAHA *laughs evilly* oh wait, gotta remember my priorities and responsibilities first. damnit! Oh well, can do all the evil things afterwards with partner in crime by my side, presenting....Chiyo (can not?) wtf.

Anyway like I said, at this very moment..I'm content and,
Right now I am just thankful for the people that are in my life.





For MY FAMILY, all the laughter, sadness, happiness, sorrow, pain..the important thing is that we get through it together.

For my BABY GIRL, she just brings me the peace, the joy, the laughter, the happiness, the excitement of just having her around and the experience I go through as her mother.

For KHALID, who has been the love of my life, my support, my joy, my strength and my besterest friend in the whole wide world (who calls me everyday!) hahahaha. I LOVE YOU. I HEART YOU. I MISS YOU ♥....

And For MY FRIENDS, wherever you are..we shall always be best of friends. To those In Australia, In West Malaysia, In Singapore, In England, wherever you are. May the Lord be with you, to guide you, to lead you and to cover you and shelter you under His wings. *Love and Misses* you guys out there!

I am blessed. Truly blessed.

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
1:31 AM

posted by feanorayomi @ 1:31 AM   2 chocolates

Tuesday, October 21, 2008
+ + iWants .
I want a phone. I mean I need a phone. And this time, not just any phone. As a matter of fact, I want either an iPhone, an iTouch or a N96. Yes, my wants are not just simply regular phone. I mean what's the point of wanting a regular phone. Anyways, I've changed my mind. Now, its either I get an iPhone or the Nokia 5800 XPM. All thanks to SmashpOp XD I guess.

but still, won't be getting any one of them anytime soon. I gotta earn the money first, in order to get the kind of mobile phones I'm interested in..huehuehue. Oh well, better earned then spoon fed..more saticfaction :) But which phone do you think I should get? any opinions?

credits to smashpOp for this picture.

Talking about wants, I'm gonna talk about my dreams. Recently, I joined Amway under my aunt Della. And I thought that you know it's just another mlm (multi -level marketing) business like those I've heard about.

Well, moving on..I was talking to her one night and she asked me several questions like what are my dreams and goals, and where do I see myself 5-10 years from now. I was kinda shy at first but after a while she convinced me that in order to succeed, you HAVE to DREAM BIG BIG BIG..she also asked me to build my dream and start believing that I can make it. So I'm gonna share to you my dreams...

I want to be a millionaire, as stupid as it may sound, I'm serious. I want to be financially free by the age of 30 and by meaning financially free, I want to do anything I want without having to have to worry about financial constrains. I want to provide the best education and future possible for my daughter. I want to drive fancy cars and live in exotic homes and travel around the world, with my family and loved ones. I want to help those who are less fortunate than me, those who cannot afford things that they dream of having and those who cannot afford to do things they have always dreamed of doing.


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Those are the villas I plan to have by the age of 30. Hrmm impossible you may say..well nothing is impossible unless you say so. And nothing cannot be accomplished unless you give up so never stop dreaming and never stop aiming higher than the normal par.

Continue dreaming BIG people.
And one day you may find yourself THERE.

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
10:44 PM

posted by feanorayomi @ 10:44 PM   0 chocolates

It Starts In Me.
Well, better late than never..I mean its not a mere contest but a contest where you can share your dreams, goals and ambitions. It's Project It Shines In Me. After browsing through their webpage and looking at what the contest is all about, I thought I might as well give it a try. Like I said, better late then never right?

So, “If you’re awarded with RM15,000 CASH, how would you use it to fulfill your dream?”

Okay, I would first of all further my education to the highest way possible, then invest some of the cash for my daughter's education in the future, and then travel the world , and lastly keep whatsoever left in some unit trust thinggy or something. That's me talking logically and rationally. BUT. If I were to think irrationally, I would spend the money on shopping , shopping, shopping and eating and eating and eating and MORE. but. I am a rational person so therefore..my dream is what I wrote it to be, not only shopping and eating. Hahahaha XD


This is what it looks like at the 3D virtual world, Shine created. Where you can participate in the It Starts In Me contest, or just roam around the green pastures with the green button they provided. So while I was like "roaming" around, I bumped into three lovely, strong, independent ladies. One's chasing rainbows, one's defying gravity and another moving mountains.



They're all young women who are fulfilling their dreams and making Malaysia proud, I mean how can you not be inspired by women like these, inspired to succeed in life and to do something which you're passionate about and not just a mere job where you waste your life away at.

Well after reading a few applications, I decided to submit my goals and dreams, and what I would do if I had Rm15 0000 so yeah, why dont you go share your dreams too! AND you never know your dreams and goals may earn you some moolah! *woot woot* I mean come on, dont tell me its a waste of time..three winners get to walk away with RM 15 000 alright and not to mention the 10 finalist get RM 1000 each!

So go apply! You never know YOU mite be the one who's walking away with the moolah, and able to realise your goals and dreams! Submission ends on the 9th of November 2008. Better hurry, the more applications..more chances of you winning! Let us SHINE! together-gether!

By the way, do rate for me alright? and remember, when you rate me..you not only give me the goodies..but you get the goodies too! as whereby you place your vote for the most inspiring finalist of your choice and stand a chance to win RM6,000 worth of shopping vouchers. So go to http://www.itstartsinme.com and vote! You'll find people like NicoleKiss and Cheesie who ahve already submitted their applications..so go now! rate and vote!

Undergoing MyBlogLog Verification


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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
2:57 PM

posted by feanorayomi @ 2:57 PM   0 chocolates

Monday, October 20, 2008
5 Months and Counting.

Time sure does fly really fast.

You're already 5 months old.

Here's to you sweetheart, my Baby Love.






we love you so much!

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
2:27 PM

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