This is so super happening saddening!
Tiger Airways is having bloody super damn cheap fares!
I mean it, from Kuching-Singapore-Kuching
only MYR69 for one way, and MYR138 for to and fro.
VERY SUPER GAWD DAMN CHEAP rite?!?!?!?!
but the thing that sucks is that,
because I am not a confirmed staff of Padini Concept Store, yet...
I cannot take unpaid leave so therefore I cannot go.
Why like that wei?! *heaves a huge sigh*
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So I thought to myself, since I cannot make it for just simply any flight,
I'll just take the flights that are according to my shift.
Well the plan I thought of was like this;

Wednesday: morning shift (leaves for airport right after work)
Thursday: off day!! *woot woot* (spend the whole day with Khalid)
Friday: afternoon shift (leave for Kuching and return to work in the afternoon)

but but but

cheap flights from Tiger Airways do not have early morning flights nor early afternoon flights -______-" super super sad. departure nor arrival. so now how then?! now cannot go anymore liao lor!! huhu. I'm still figuring out a way to go off for just 3days at least.

well all of you must be wondering why in the world am I so excited over some cheapo fare tickets to Singapore (eh, MYR139 for two ways is damn cheap lor) actually, the real reason is that since number one, the fares are so super cheap and number two, was thinking of bringing the little one to see her daddy :) yeah thats why the sudden rush, the sudden excitement, and all the suddenly's. hohohohoho...

*sighs* now what in the world am I suppose to do ah? how then sia?! wtfreak. I want to go so badly. I want to meet Khalid so badly! I want the little one to meet her daddy so badly! I want I want I want - macam lah throwing temper will help anything?! *annoyed with self*

Till you hear from me, will tell you tomorrow..am gonna sleep now. Just did a full shift today, from 9:30AM to 10PM. Tomorrow am doing the morning shift..I'm so exhausted. thank God will be having my off day after that..wow whee~

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p/s: The Little One can sit now..will upload a picture of her sitting down & playing soon ^__^v she tends to put about everything and anything she can find in her path, into her mouth these days (especially paper)...so curious about everything!!

she has learnt to say "BABA" and "MAMA" continuously now without teaching. she can recognise faces too, and has learnt to manje with me so much more when I'm home from work (feels so good to be loved, unconditionally) - she stretches out her hand to hold me or ask me to carry her :) mummy loves you too sweetheart.

she loves to look at herself in the mirror and then bursts out chuckling and laughing and giggling. awesomely cute. sometimes I think she thinks that there's another baby on the other side of the mirror! haha XD

she eats more solids now - bubur hancur with fish, chicken, broccolli, carrots and BOVRIL! :) - and everytime she sees us eat, she'll stretch out her hand to ask. super adorable lah.

she's growing every single day, pretty soon she'll be crawling, then walking, then talking, then asking and demanding - I hope so not! - going to school, dating boys, going to college/ university, getting the education she deserves, getting a good job and before I know it..she'll be marrying someone. O M G ! ! ! I can't believe I'll be going through all these with her. I STILL CANT BELIEVE I'M A MUM!! It still seems so surreal many times. my head is spinning now. okay enough of the future. now let it be just me and her, stop time and stay like this forever!

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
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