The weather has been really WET these days, raining every freaking day. Today was the first day in quite some time that it stopped for a time being. Like the eye of a hurricane..finally got some clothes to hang and dry in time. If not all soggy and smelly and then have to wash again -_____-" no point. wasting detergent. cheh.

Anyways just to make it official, since my bestfriend already knows about it. so no big surprise. Yes, I got accepted for the Asean Nursing Scholarship. out of a few hundred applicants, I was chosen for the top 20 spots for the interview and out of the 20, I was amongst the chosen 10 for the scholarship. and I'll be leaving in March. I'm not sure when, but I sure can't wait.

All I have to do now is just wait it out. Cos some of the younger ones (only 17) have just finished their SPM and are waiting for their results. so I have to wait along too. Haha. and then we'll all be flying together as a group to Singapore in March.

Well, what I found out about the Asean Nursing Scholarship during the briefing was that, it has been around for 10years. Yes, the Singaporean government - God bless their hearts - have been giving this scholarship for about 10years already..but this is their first time offering it in Sarawak. They have been going to Myanmar and China for the past 9years and his year, before they decided to try Kuching, Sarawak out.

How blessed am I. It's as though God planned everything for me.
God is good. I mean, how blind was I all this time. He was planning every step. I just couldn't see it. I was blinded by all the negativity. It's so hard you know, to keep positive. Keep praying for me. please :'(

I mean, I could have gotten a job in Singapore and missed this chance of furthering and continuing my studies again. and be working a sucky job for the rest of my life! but I got this. I got blessed with this. by His grace :) I'm blessed.


Well, the little one has finally got her hands working XD she started doing the "twinkle twinkle little star" finger movements today. So cute! :) She's growing so fast, coming 8months on the 20th of this month. I can't believe my eyes actually. Gosh, and I still can't believe the fact that I'm a mum. already. at the age of 21years.

Never had imagine my life to be this way. Through the trials and tribulations. I guess life turned out better than I expected it to be. People, I know I'm in no position to say this since I have also been ranting and rambling and complaining about how bad life is,

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
2:01 AM

DID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS?
I SURE DIDN'T TILL NOW

Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death!
Make a personal reflection about this.....
Very interesting, read until the end.....
It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7):

'Be not deceived
God is not mocked:
for whatsoever a man sow,
that shall he also reap.

Here are some men and women who mocked God :

John Lennon (Singer)
Some years before, during his interview
with an American Magazine, he said:

'Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that.
I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, today we
are more famous than Him' (1966).



Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more
famous than Jesus Christ, was shot five times.

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Tancredo Neves
(President of Brazil)

During the Presidential campaign,
he said if he got 500,000 votes from his party,
not even God would remove him from Presidency.
Sure he got the votes, but he got sick a day before
being made President, then he died.
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Cazuza
(Bi-sexual Brazilian composer, singer and poet):


During A show in Canecio ( Rio de Janeiro ),
while smoking his cigarette, he puffed out some smoke into the air
and said: 'God, that's for you.'

He died atthe age of 32 of
LUNG CANCER in a horrible manner.
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The man who built the Titanic

After the construction of Titanic,
a reporter asked himhow safe the Titanic would be.
With an ironic tone he said: 'Not even God can sink it'
The result: I think you all know what happened to the Titanic
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Marilyn Monroe
(Actress)

She was visited by Billy Graham during a presentation of a show.
He said the Spirit of God had sent him to preach to her.
After hearing what the Preacher had to say, she said:
'I don't need your Jesus'.
A week later, she was found dead in her apartment
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Bon Scott (Singer)

The ex-vocalist of the AC/DC. On one of his 1979 songs he sang:
'Don't stop me; I'm going down all the way, down the highway to hell'.
On the 19th of February 1980 , Bon Scott was found dead,
he had been choked by his own vomit.
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Campinas (IN 2005)
In Campinas , Brazil
a group of friends, drunk, went to pick up a friend.....
The mother accompanied her to the car and was so worried
about the drunkenness of her friends and she said
to the daughter holding her hand, who was already seated in the car:

'My Daughter, Go With God And May He Protect You.'

She responded: 'Only If He (God) Travels In The Trunk, Cause Inside
Here.....It's Already Full '
Hours later, news came by that they had been involved in a fatal accident, everyone had died, the car could not be recognized what type of car it had been, but surprisingly, the trunk was intact.

The police said there was no way the trunk could have remained intact.
To their surprise, inside the trunk was a crate of eggs, none was broken
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Christine Hewitt
(Jamaican Journalist and entertainer)
said the Bible (Word of God) was the worst book ever written.
In June 2006 she was found burnt beyond recognition in her motor vehicle.

Many more important people have forgotten that there is no
other name that was given so much authority as the name of Jesus.
Many have died, but only Jesus died and rose again, and he is still alive.

'Jesus'

I have done my part, Jesus said
'If you are embarrassed about me,
I will also be embarrassed about you before My Father.'


You are my 8
in 8 seconds. I am not breaking this. No way!
I'M TOLD THIS WORKS!!!!!
Bishop T.D. Jakes '8 Second Prayer.' Just repeat this
prayer and see how God moves!!

'Lord, I love you and I need you, come into my heart,
and bless me, my family, my
home, and my friends, in Jesus' name. Amen.'

It is up to you whether you are going to carry on this message.
I hope you do as you are my friends and I care for you all deeply.
Pass this on and have faith that God will move greatly!
May Lord be with you now and forever.

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
2:59 AM

Most of the time, it isn't Him that walks away..
Its OURSELVES :'(

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
10:38 PM

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
1:48 AM