Christmas is here. and it does not seem to be any different than any other day. Mum and Dad's in front of the tv as usual. and the siblings are doing their own thing. So yeah, it's just like any other day. to Marcus, thanks for telling me. it's like another Christmas. cos it is Christmas after all.

Anyways tthe Christmas Tree is finally up. helped to put up the lights. but other than that, the Christmas spirit is gone - it got blown away with the wind. I just feel that this year round, nothing seems to be working out. I can't decide on my future yet. I'm now just awaiting the interview for the Nursing Scholarship. I really hope to get in. Pray for me.

Well, besides that. On a better note, things are just stalemate between me and Khalid. I know I said before, earlier on that I've broken up with Khalid but it seems that he does not want to let go just yet. as for me, I'm just numb. Can't feel anything and I can't seem to shed anymore tears. I guess I've cried my fill already when I was pregnant with the little one.

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
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