Plans have changed! I'm not going to KL anymore -_____-"

Well actually it goes like this, I'll be quitting Padini at the end of February. as Mum wants me to spend time with the little one in March, and also will be leaving Kuching mid April instead of March. so since my UPL was not approved, I would have to take Absent (ABST) for 3days! and that would mean either a FILENOTE or a VERBAL WARNING which would lead to TERMINATION. so my BM suggested that if I were to insist on going to KL, he woud rather I quit than things become so complicated with all the UPL, ABST, FILENOTE and VERBAL WARNING -_____-" thus, m not going to Kay Elle anymore :'(

Things have been kinda confusing lately with so many things to think about. With my job, with my little one, with my scholarship, with my medical check up, with my mum and with family issues. and with relationship issues.

For those of you who read my blog and are concern about me, no fret. I am not okay but I am coping alright. Just continue to keep me in prayer iyeah :) I Know My Jesus Is Here For Me. So don't worry alright. I'll be okay, I'll be fine, in its own time.

*big hugs*

Anyways just had a nice chat with Mr. Someone. but I am still rather confused when it comes to his feelings for me. I'm not sure whether he really feels for me, or is he just playing around with me. with my heart. with the feelings I have for him. oh bother -____-" btw, Mr.K isn't out of the picture but its just that so many things are happening..sighs. I just don't know what to do.

Well, am off to bed. Got to get up early.. Mum is leaving for KL early in the morning and I gotta deal with baby and her baby-sitter, now that the both of us aren't going to KL anymore. Talking about that. I'm so broke this month. Wana know why?

Baby's Milk : RM56.90 (ONE TIN) x 4 = RM227.60
Baby's Diapers : RM45.90 (ONE BAG) x 4 = RM183.60
Given to Mum: RM400.00
Stupid Torn Credit Card Slip = RM122.30
AirAsia Flight Tickets = RM350.00
Daily Expenses (Rounded Up) = RM300
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Total Expenditure for this month : RM1583.50
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Bah. And it's not even end of the month -____-" I'm so super doomed :'(
Goodnight everyone. Sighs.

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
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