The fact that I am suppose to be asleep

by now says it all. but here I am blogging away.

It's so bloody hott right now, can't sleep =.="

and I'm missing someone ♥

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
11:32 PM

Thank God I studied. and thank God for His grace

if not sure blackout already -___-" faint on the spot.

haha, I'm exaggerating :)) it was alright.

Well, nothing fancy happened today.

Just hung out with Kenny and Hammy after exams.

Chubb, Zanna, and Fiezah had to leave.

Had a double cheese burger, shaker fries and a bite of

cheese+peanutbutter waffles with ice cream -_-"

weirdest combination of a waffle you can ever get,

all thanks to Kenny Bunny. hahaha....such an ass.

Well, I'm back to mugging again.

Got Psychology paper tomoro.

Hope it doesnt make me go psycho.

p/s: but what if I told you it made me chop off my hair.

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
9:02 PM

I am at the National Library yet again -______-"

and yes, my essay is not done yet.

I keep procastinating...lookie me, I'm updating!

no matter how much I procastinate, I still love the atmosphere of

the library here...its super uber quiet that even when you whisper,

its like you're talking -____-" the slightest sound you make

and you will feel so damn paiseh. yes, I mean what I say.

right now am at Starbucks, Bugis Junction.

this is the first time I'm here hanging out and I'm not buying any drinks.

I feel kinda paiseh...cos whenever I'm in Starbucks back in Kuching.

I'm always, ALWAYS with a drink.

Make that a Grande Mocha Frappucino with loads of Whipping Cream!

am here with group mates, Shahidah, Ruzanna,

and Gao Lin. also a student under scholarship from China ^___^v

supposedly suppose to do our assignment but here we are.

-_____-" I shall spare you the details. hehe.

I miss Kuching. I miss the Starbucks gang,

anyways back to work. will update soon! ;)

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
4:38 PM

Plans have changed! I'm not going to KL anymore -_____-"

Well actually it goes like this, I'll be quitting Padini at the end of February. as Mum wants me to spend time with the little one in March, and also will be leaving Kuching mid April instead of March. so since my UPL was not approved, I would have to take Absent (ABST) for 3days! and that would mean either a FILENOTE or a VERBAL WARNING which would lead to TERMINATION. so my BM suggested that if I were to insist on going to KL, he woud rather I quit than things become so complicated with all the UPL, ABST, FILENOTE and VERBAL WARNING -_____-" thus, m not going to Kay Elle anymore :'(

Things have been kinda confusing lately with so many things to think about. With my job, with my little one, with my scholarship, with my medical check up, with my mum and with family issues. and with relationship issues.

For those of you who read my blog and are concern about me, no fret. I am not okay but I am coping alright. Just continue to keep me in prayer iyeah :) I Know My Jesus Is Here For Me. So don't worry alright. I'll be okay, I'll be fine, in its own time.

*big hugs*

Anyways just had a nice chat with Mr. Someone. but I am still rather confused when it comes to his feelings for me. I'm not sure whether he really feels for me, or is he just playing around with me. with my heart. with the feelings I have for him. oh bother -____-" btw, Mr.K isn't out of the picture but its just that so many things are happening..sighs. I just don't know what to do.

Well, am off to bed. Got to get up early.. Mum is leaving for KL early in the morning and I gotta deal with baby and her baby-sitter, now that the both of us aren't going to KL anymore. Talking about that. I'm so broke this month. Wana know why?

Baby's Milk : RM56.90 (ONE TIN) x 4 = RM227.60
Baby's Diapers : RM45.90 (ONE BAG) x 4 = RM183.60
Given to Mum: RM400.00
Stupid Torn Credit Card Slip = RM122.30
AirAsia Flight Tickets = RM350.00
Daily Expenses (Rounded Up) = RM300
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Total Expenditure for this month : RM1583.50
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Bah. And it's not even end of the month -____-" I'm so super doomed :'(
Goodnight everyone. Sighs.

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
12:57 AM

I got bored. So I cut my front hair, yet again.
It's shorter now. and I like it :)



mum says it makes me look skinnier -______-"
my colleagues say I look younger.
what do you guys think? ^_______^V
I still like it anyways. what can I do right..
not say I can glue my hair back together kan.

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
1:14 AM

Friendship is having a privileged position in someone else's life - and giving them a privileged position in our own. It is sharing ourselves with those we like.

Friendship is the cornerstone of marriage.
It lasts when sexual desire has dimmed.
It remains when the children have gone.
and improves with the years.

Making friends is always commonly known to be really simple but then again, what kind of friends do you want to have. Some are social butterflies knowing everyone, some have their pick.

For most people this is natural -
by being in each other's homes,
meeting each other's parents,
and having meals together which
says more than a thousand words.

What builds a friendship?

Time; to a large degree the quality of friendship depends on the length of time we have known each other. It is something to do with common memories and knowing who we were and who we are. The longer we know someone, the more satisfying it becomes.

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
8:28 PM

When we fall in love, we do the same - we catch a glimpse of the other's potential and cast an aura around them, enabling them to become what they really are. They do the same for us, and draw out hidden depths we never knew were there.

Falling-in-love makes us 'alive' when the other is in the room, and forlorn when they are gone. It is being off our food, weak-kneed, and floating on cloud nine.

Friendship

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
8:17 PM

work was kinda alright today. I know it was alright yesterday and I sounded like shit. but it was an alright-alright, instead of just an alright kinda day. get me? nvm. well, today I met a number of people that I have not met for ages. and it was good. more of refreshing.

Sim Siew Ling. love..it has been, say what..almost 5years since I last saw you! :) it was really nice meeting you again. oh, do takecare of yourself and have fun studying in KL..yeah.

Alicia Augustine. darling..finally we meet on good terms. but it was a good short meet up :) btw, you looked gorgeous. the days of dull-simplicity-with-no-makeup-on are over! XD hope to see you soon iyeah..mwahs ♥ .

anyways, I manage to pull myself into MNG and hello hello, finally got something. and yes, am very pleased with my buy. a nice dress. although after discount the price is kinda pricey but it's worth it. cos I'm happy. cos retail shopping worked for me again. yay! for me. I think. or maybe that's just for the time being. but for the time being is good.

and another thing. today I thought I had no more money left in my bank. since mum lost her atm card, and she can't withdraw anymore money. I being the filial daughter (oh so perasan) I am. I gave her what I could give. let's say about a hundred ringgit. and I was left with, lets say ten ringgit. needless to say, I was broke.

anyways after dropping mum off at the hospital. dropped by The Spring and made my way to the atm machine. to quickly withdraw the money I had left to get the little one's milk as it was finishing quickly, well after doing all the necessary cucuk-ing..I was dumbfound to find out that there was a little bit more money than I had expected. so praise the Lord. I can survive. till the end of the month. haha XD amazing. wonder how it got there anyways.

well, it's gonna be another long day for me again. tomorrow. and btw, I'm considering quitting Padini. It's getting boring and lifeless. although it has its good times. all good times have got to come to an end. because I don't want to be 30years old still standing at the cashier counter asking, "Hello, do you have a Padini Membership Card?" so God Bless You Padini.

and I'm such a procastinator. I've yet to send in my results and photos for the Nursing Scholarship Program. God Bless Me. Sarah, you gotta get a grip. oh bummer -_____-" I feel lazy. sigh.

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
11:48 PM

The little one is already 6 months. (coming 7)


She's always on the move and is learning to "walk" fast.
She can crawl already. and can say Mama properly.
She has learnt to recognise faces even better.
Say NO to Strangers.
She still hates the colour B L A C K
and anything that is B L A C K in colour.
She still is as adorable and intelligent as ever.
She knows she's loved, pampered and the most important.

I've been listening to Augustana - Boston recently.
and boy, am I hooked on to the piano version.
I know, I know..its been around for ages but hey...
I just got hoooked....so no blaming ok! XD

Went out today with Chiyo for lunch before work.
It's been some time since I've gone out with her.
Now that tis the season for exams and assignments! =.="
bummer! I know. She'll be heading off for holiday-ing time soon.
I hope you have fun love :) and we'll hangout again once you're back ok.
just dont come back broke! haha. but then again, you're never broke.

Well. thats all for now. no more updates. my life is boring.
more boring-est than you life. yea yea yea..whatever!
will update again when I have the time :)
btw, sales are here. so get your ass to the shopping malls!
time to sleep. I need sleep. tata.


p/s: I miss you.

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
2:13 AM

Well, Khalid is trying to quit smoking.
*after much persuasion from me & others*
so recently he's been smoking rollies..

You know those cigarettes where you buy the tobacco
then roll your own cigarettes O.o"

So he's been smoking the rollies for quite some time now
ans I guess it's helped him cut down on smoking alot,
and hopefully he'll be able to quit some day..

These are the steps he takes to slow his smoking down
.....hahahaha, well guess it works cos this stuff does
take time, especially if you want nice smokable ones..

*pictures thanks to Ili*













=.="
JUST QUIT LAH.

p/s: can't wait for you to come visit with Ili and Faizal :)

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
1:13 AM

THANK HEAVENS!!!

Well, it's not exactly what I call PERFECT.
...but I finally manage to DO IT!!
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eh, don't be so dirty minded lah..
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*got this from photofunia*

I finally managed to find and
put in the script that enables my blog to have
comments.
*bwahahahaha* I know, I know..
I'm so freaggin lame =_____="
but but but yet, I, sarah-anne wong am so

happy
relieved
exhilarated

enuff said.

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
12:38 AM

more animals

RANDOM.

I'm really trully bored.
Decision making is killing me.
arghhhhhh!!!

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"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
5:28 PM