My heart hurts so badly but I don't know what's the cause or the problem right now. I'm feeling so alone. I guess its one of those moments where I just need a hug or a someone to fall back on. It's as though am going into cardiac arrest and there's no one's there to give me life support. I don't know why am feeling like this. After talking to Khalid, I cried myself to sleep. I don't know why I still feel so attached, I guess its cos I'm just used to having him around uh. but I know no matter what, I can't be with him. Go figure. I can't seem to know why myself =.=" such a bummer.

Anyways weekends were spent with my angel :)

and time was spent well I could say.

She was a bit grouchy, trying to get things her way.

I guess she's just needing my attention huh?

Khalid says she only gets like this with me or his dad -__-"

I wonder why, like seriously.

Saturday, met up in the afternoon to drop by ICA

(immigrations office)

cos had to deal with baby's white card issue =.="

I kinda lost it so we had to get another copy from ICA.

we then and had lunch at New York New York.

the food was not bad..and quite feeling :)

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
7:21 PM

I got bored. So I cut my front hair, yet again.
It's shorter now. and I like it :)



mum says it makes me look skinnier -______-"
my colleagues say I look younger.
what do you guys think? ^_______^V
I still like it anyways. what can I do right..
not say I can glue my hair back together kan.

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
1:14 AM

Well, it goes like this..Chiyo has this friend of hers who's an job agent. so she was able to hook us up with people who want models for hairshows and all sorts. so somehow I qualified for the job and ta-daaa~ I got hired as a hair model for Arimino ( a japanese brand hair product )

For some of you who do not know, my hair used to be long. and I mean REALLY REALLY long. almost up to my waist. it was getiing longer and thicker and in my opinion, most hairstylist in Kuching, do not, and I reapeat, DO NOT KNOW HOW TO CUT LONG, and THICK HAIR -___-" I experience before.

"Wah, your hair so long and think. Cannot cut this/ that style lah. Have to cut short. boy cut short". I'm like WTF -_____-" yes, I went through that phase before. now I'm sceptical of any hairstylist who cuts my hair. even Sunny at first. hehe.

Thank God this hairshow I went for, Sunny my hairstylist was AWESOME. and I repeat AWESOME to the MAX!! :) *two thumbs up* and for your information, ONE haircut by Sunny himself can cost up toRM 150 in KL. and rebonding can cost up to RM 700. no joke.

Anyways, to cut the long story short. It was my first time modelling and overall the show was good. I was freakishly nervous. thank God my oversized Charles & Keith heels did not fail me :P and everything went smoothly for the batch of models I was with..well, here are some photos. not many though. hope its enough :)

before the haircut. after the bleaching and dying.
(I had my hair dyed the day before. took me 10 freagging long hours!!)



the ONE HOUR long haircut.
thats how long and thick my hair was -___-"



the end result :) nice rite.
front colour: ash blue
middle colour: brownish yellow
bottom back : cheery pink



the show.

the mini finale.

some photos after the show, :)

my hairstylist, Sunny :)

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
2:50 AM