I don't know what to do anymore.

I don't know how to feel with you anymore.
Although I care, it's not I - that's pushing you,
It's YOU who's pushing me away.

All I want to do is stay near.
To feel warmth, not cold heartedness
To feel love, not annoyance and hatred.
To feel your care towards me.
Is it so hard? Is it so hard to care? a little more than usual?



Honestly, I don't know what you want from me.
You want me around you, but you keep drawing a line.
You want me around but you want me heartless,
to just pretend that everything is okay.
to receive whatever treatment you give.

I don't even know if you truly care anymore.
I know you cared about me before, but I don't know about now.
Does it even matter to you how I feel?
Does it matter to you that I'm fragile too?



I don't think you even care if you loose me or not.
cos right now, your life and your feelings
are way more important than anything or anyone else.
EVEN ME.
I'm nobody to you.
If I were to leave, you wouldn't even bother.

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
12:30 AM