Things have changed so much.
I don't understand where we stand anymore.
My heart, its throbbing with pain from the inflicted wound.
I don't know how you can do this much to me.
I don't know why have I let you affect me this much.
I don't know why do you make such an impact on me.

You mean the world to me. and with that,
you're freaking out and for that,
I AM SORRY.

Even after you hang up, and tell me you want to sleep.
I still keep hoping and waiting for you to come back online.
To say that you cannot keep away from me.
To say that you want me, and need me, and love me.
To tell me that you see us together somehow in the future.
just somehow, maybe, just a glimpse of hope.
yet you give me none at all.

What do you want from me?
To love me yet desert me.
To care for me yet use me?
To tell me that you want me but another as well.
I want you for myself. to not share. just to be mine.
I don't know how you do this to me.

I feel so much for you.
but I know, you feel none for me at all.
I feel stupid. like an idiot.
I'm sure. you're proud of yourself Mr.
I'm sure you think you have accomplished something.
I just wished you loved me. more than her

"Coz you are the Brightest Star and I'm in love with who you are."
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